Assessment:

Jenna, the journey that you have been on is one that has been both lonely and filled with magic. I see your energy as one that sought to have connection and every time that you found connection you found it in the form of spiritual energy, movement and magic in whatever form it was made available to you. Your path in the healing arts has been reaching out to you your entire life.

The life of the wounded healer is one that asks us to traverse ground that is a often treacherous with the burden of its illusions. We run the risk of continually moving away from something instead of moving towards something greater for us. You are walking the path of two worlds, one that exists in the world of the spiritual and one that exists in the realm of the mental/cognitive. You will weave these two together as you develop your own specific manifestation of your healing art.

You have a great strength in the world of projected intuition, your ability to effect the reality around you with your intent is potent. What we will seek to do is to build your confidence in this area as well as your ability to trust and diagnose what you will apply this skill to (receptive intuition). The focus on the latter will open up into how you deal with all forms of energy that are coming into your body so that you can better regulate your nervous system.

As with all things that seek to make us bigger there is a need to release that which insists we stay small. There are a couple of resistors in your system that we can seek to reintegrate. These include things like the feelings of loneliness, the experience of the impending end of the “world” (this is very common amongst healers), your reconnection with interoception (hunger) and your acceptance of self despite being labelled as the heretic.

You are a unique being, one that has come to earth with a specific role and one that will not easily be understood by everyone. There lack of understanding is not a reflection of your inability to communicate.